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Written byAwa Diop
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Waiting for the Hands to Forget Me

On Rekha Iyer, Jaipur, India.

She works the treadle for four hours before she says a word to us. The loom is older than she is. It came from her mother, who had it from a man whose name nobody wrote down, and the wood at the beater is worn to a shallow dish where four generations of hands have gone.

A film records what happened. It does not record how long it took.

What I want to put down here is the silence, which has no image. It is not an absence of sound — the loom is loud. It is an absence of explanation. She does not narrate. She has nothing to prove to a camera, and after the first hour the camera stops asking. By the third hour I stopped taking notes.